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Second Chances How many times when going through a hard time do we hear someone say, "When the time is right this will change, that will happen, you'll meet Mrs. Right etc... ?" I've heard it all my life, along with "when the student is ready the teacher will show up." Ya, that's a good one. I've listened to all these catch phrases and have even used them on occasion with a slight belief in them but now let's rewind ten years. Here is Bill sitting in front of his computer, just buried his wife, logged onto widow-net.com and dreading the approaching Christmas, with tears flooding his face as he stares across the room at his 3 year old daughter, wondering how he will be able to do it all with no help. Despair is all I can say my friends, utter and total despair. I was told I could do it. My friend Jesse backed me up, yelled at me, did juggling acts and square dances to get me to see things clearly and understand what all the great ones ...

Dear Ego...   For so long I have left you so much to handle And overwhelmed, like a scared child in the dark Just trying your best to cope and survive... Always serving me in any way your abilities allowed And what gratitude have I ever shown But only to distance myself and reject you Through all of this you have never abandoned me Although often left to face such great challenges Matters I myself unwilling to see... Now with great humility I stare into the mirror At the only one that was ever meant to navigate my life So here I am at last! Now on our journey together You will always be welcomed at my side And remain my truest friend As it was only through your gift of suffering That I have begun to awaken Take heart that I am here now For those shadows that have kept us both in fear Are now illuminated with a power so great We both may smile and finally find rest in its loving embrace Discovering our true natures so often involves a process... Where...

There was a moment in my life, when I felt so mad at myself. I could hardly find happiness in anything that I did. I could barely describe how much I was hurting. I couldn't imagine myself embracing tomorrow gratefully and happily. I felt that I lost almost everything I used to have. I say so, because my greatest possessions --- my self-confidence and self-esteem --- were terribly devastated. They are like lost treasures with just a slim chance or no chance at all of being recovered. I didn't know how and where to start because I didn't have the confidence that I would end at something I wanted. I couldn't help but think that to try again would only mean to fail again. I was afraid that another failure would cause more injury to what had already been injured and cause more pain to what had already been hurt terribly. I felt that I had lost almost all of my trust in myself. It seemed to be very impossible for me to even just think that I still believed in...